today marks the first day i start this journal entry! i'll try to update it daily so that i don't go insane. today i went to the library to do some work. for the first time in a long time i felt super efficient. i think i have a procrastination problem, and it's super severe. i barely submit anything on time and i worry internally but i never do anything to fix the issue lol. this week, i have my pd11 second draft due tomorrow and i have level 9 harmony class too. today is the first time i finished the homework for my harmony class a day early. i just really want to get it over with before i lose my mind. i'm probably going to submit my pd11draft a day later since i still have some days of extension to use. i've gotten a udemy subscription and i'm going to start doing a web dev bootcamp. in addition, my coworker, lucas, and i are going to start a data analyst bootcamp and keep each other accountable. it's kind of nice having people at my work realize that accounting is dead. anyway, i'm just enjoying whatever's left of my co-op experience with some friends i'vemade along the way. everyone is a little strange... but that could just be a vancouver thing that i'm not understanding. getting vulnerable: i've been going insane here in BC. i miss all my friends so much i am having major FOMO. i'm a little worried that being apart for so long is going to do something to our friendship. not to be a cringe lord. i love vancouver, i love the job and i appreciate and love the "one" here with me :) but i do have to admit that i feel super sad. i know boo hoo people it's never that serious. but it's gotme thinking that i'm so lucky i have such a great circle of people at school and at home.i vow to never leave the province for the next 3 years and i'll enjoy and cherish all the time i have with my friends :)